Petal Number :
today was one of the most ridiculous scenarios i ever had with my family.
and i mean truely ridiculous.
mom has constant hissy fits. And todays scenario was just epic. I go into room asking about going out tmr. She gives me the go ahead with a little dissatied look on her face. Like wow. So i went out and decided i ain't going. Perhaps thinking about it wasn't enough. I had to tell her. Straight in her face.
moments later she appears again saying how many saturdays i have been gone already. Ironically the past 1 or 2 were study groups. Well, having no chance to put this forth as a logical explanation, i totally got pawned. Then she goes back into room. Nags non stop. Dad comes out. And shouts fucking loud. Obviously i get all frustrated and slam things. Woah. Second big mistake of the day. Third big mistake follows on like ever so fast. Don't ever cross my dad's path when he's pissed. He freaking just trips me. Like kick me. Haha. Wtf man. And violence ensues. Like woah. Tongue lashing and all that other shit. And when i start asking whats wrong at the top of my voice, 4th big mistake of the day. Somehow or another, no matter how much i asked them what i did wrong, they couldn't answer. Note the sarcasm of my mistakes. So wth is this. I gotta endure stress of schoolwork, the nonsense from my parents and what else? Heck. Its a miracle i'm even alive. So what? Bring up all these shit on me being dumb and needing tuition. Wow. Hahaha. Who's the one who told me they chose this course for my own good. And i obeyed like a dog. And now when i'm stuck dead in a course i hate, suck at, all the shit happens. True. Medicine is a good industry. But having no interest is plain ridiculous. Follow my dreams my canine ass. Those things never happen anymore.
oh. A simple note to myself. When parents get mad, its not called tantrums. Its called lecturing. When kids get mad, its called hissy fits.
;& With that, the petal fell to the ground.
Petal Number : 373. To discriminatory Christians fool.
lol. i am effing pissed.
i mean seriously.
up to the point i dont even bother to censor my words.
some ridiculous fag place a vid on youtube.
insulting Jesus and all his miracles.
and when i rebutted him,
some HOLY GODFORSAKEN SHIT
scolded me.
accursed shit.
that piece of fag and all his nonsense should just drown.
may he get constipation for a million years,
and die a painful death, heck.
some people make me so sick.
if you dont wanna believe my religion,
so BE it.
dont be such a ridiculous prick.
and post ur vids on youtube.
u stupid bearded chao ang moh guy.
dont act if the fucking world is your toy.
God's greatest mistake was creating you, pile of shit.
ARGH.
why am i getting so flustered over this anyway.
people are entitle to their opinions.
even scums.
or brainless twits.
or numbskulls.
or faggots.
or assholes.
or bastards.
or bitches.
or any insignificant shit you may be.
or whatever you are.
fucking hell.
go screw urself, dude.
you DISGUST me.
drown yourself in the murky waters of the antartic ocean or something.
just dont pollute or harm the wildlife there.
not to mention bloodify the beautiful scenery there.
your asshole is probably where your mouth is,
cause all the bloody faggoty shit is coming out of there.
at least some people made me laugh with their humorous comments, unlike some damned ass vids like this.
Wow!!! an Idiot that can't afford a razor and a decent pair of glasses wants to take on GOD.
With both your parents.....you were the best sperm of all the sperm they created? Whoah!!! Talk about a poor gene pool.
get a load of yourself, sonofabitch.
;& With that, the petal fell to the ground.
Petal Number : 372. laming out~
koped the koped from a koped. :D heck im bored.
ABC About You Questions:
A - AVAILABLE: for outings, ANYTIME. :D esp arcades. HAHAHA.
B - BIRTHDAY: 23Jul
C - CRUSHING ON: My books. T_T
D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: Cola~
E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: Many. :D
F - FAVORITE SONG: THE REMEDY BY JASON MRAZ IS LOVED.
G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS: Bears. i adore biting their heads off. HAHA.
H - HOMETOWN: Spicy hot red dot.
I - IN LOVE WITH: ARCADE <3 style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; ">J - JUGGLE: ALL THE CRAPPYZXZX SCHOOL WORK. ):
K - KILLED SOMEONE: LITTLE TYKES, IF IT WERENT FOR MY RELIGION.... LOL
L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: Up to Cameron? *Pukes*
M- MILKSHAKE FLAVOR: CHOCOLATE
N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: 2 bullies.
O - ONE WISH: To become more girly? HAHA NAH.
P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST: Mommy (:
R - REASON TO SMILE: Smile and the world smiles with you.
S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: The Remedy
T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: 9.50am. for my tuition. T_T
U - UNDERWEAR COLOR/PATTERN: *censors* a mismash of scoldings.
V - VEGETABLE(S): THICK STEMMED VEG (:
W - WORST HABIT: Overspending on anything. -_-
X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD: Some dumb healthcheck to get into poly -_-
Y – YOYOS ARE: FUN.
Z - ZODIAC SIGN: Monkey (:
Random Questions About You:
What color do you wear most?: BLACK O:
Least favorite color?: PINK.
What are you listening to?: Second time? D:
Are you happy with your life right now?: Haha.
What is your favorite class in school?: School sucks.
When do you start back at school/college?: I am still at school ):
Are you outgoing?: XD
Favorite pair of shoes?: Flip flops =P
Where do you wish you were right now?: Snowy areas ^^
THE CANS:
Can you dance?: *Trips over own feet*
Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth?: LOL. people who can do that are good kissers(?!) HAHA. GROSSED. and never tried. LOL
Can you whistle?: *phwee.. phweee..... * -fails-
Write with both hands?: hahaha. my left hand is fantastic for drawing thunderbolts.
Walk with your toes curled?: hell yeah! *falls*
THE DO'S:
Do you believe there is life on other planets?: Yeaps :D
Do you believe in miracles?: I PASSED MY IPC. THAT IS A MIRACLE.
Do you believe in magic?: HELL YEAS
Love at first sight?: ew.
Do you believe in Satan?: yeaps. God is <3>
THE HAVES:
Have you ever been on a plane?: yeaps ^^
Have you ever asked someone out?: of course!
Have you ever been asked out by someone?: o: yeas?
Have you ever been to the ocean?: never swimed in it tho ):
Have you ever painted your nails?: with black paint. LOLOL
THE WHATS:
What is the temperature outside?: Windy Windy! Cold Cold!
What radio station do you listen to?: 98.7fm!
What was the last restaurant you ate at?: PL! (:
What was the last thing you bought?: forgot. Dx
What was the last thing on TV you watched?: o_o ..... cant rmb.
THE WHOS:
Who was the last person you IM'd? instant messaged? Jas
Who was the last person you took a picture of?: Van-ass-a. :D
Who was the last person you said I love you to?: hahaha. i bet vanessa would want me to say her name. but not that i can rmb at all. XD i doubt i ever did. its cheeesy.
CRYING SECTION:
Ever really cried your heart out?: ...
Ever cried yourself to sleep?: ...
Ever cried on your friend's shoulder?: ...
Ever cried over the opposite sex?: -.-
Do you cry when you get an injury?: i split hot soup all over myself at home. and cried. not cause of the pain, cause mom just mopped the floor. i was so scr*wed.
Do certain songs make you cry?: o_o nani.
HAPPY SECTION.
Are you a happy person?: IT'S SO NICE TO BE HAPPY~ TRALALA
What can make you happy?: A joke. ^^
Do you wish you were happier?: i wannna~ :D
Can music make you happy?: *jumps around*
LOVE SECTION.
How many times have you had your heart broken?: Once.
Have you ever loved someone so much that you'd die for them?: Never.
LOOK AT ME.
What is your current hair color?: Black. i plan to like, go streak my hair with yellow. ):
Current piercings?: none.
Have any tattoos?: nuts.
Eye color?: black
IN A BOY/GIRL
Favorite eye color: Light green! LOL NEARLY WROTE LUMINOUS GREEN. HAHA
Short or long hair: med. :D
Height: med. o_o
Best clothing: Gothic but humane enough to wear in s'pore society.
HAVE YOU EVER
Been to jail: siao~
Mooned someone: when i was born. T_T
Laughed so hard you cried: many a times~
Cried in school: haha.
Thrown up in a store: LOL. no. but outside yeah. right outside the yong peng (way up to genting) pit stop.
Done something really stupid that you still laugh at today: heck yes.
Gone skinny dipping: whatzat.
THIS OR THAT
Pepsi or Coke: COCACOLA FTW.
McDonald's or Burger King: LONG JOHN SILVERS!
Single or Group Dates: Groups. :D
Chocolate or Vanilla: CHOCO +w+
Strawberries or Blueberries: STRAWBERRIES WITH WHIPPED CREAM AND ICING SUGAR! HAHA. LOL.
Meat or Veggies: A mix :D
TV or Movie: MOVIE <3>
finally done. gotta stop procrastinating and get down to work.
but before that i should just type out a song my bro sang to me whilst his stay in army.
They say in the army,
the food is very nice
you ask for curry chicken,
they give you chao ta rice~
They say in the army,
the girls are very nice
you ask for paris hilton
they give you Frankenstein.
They say in the army,
the Sargents very nice.
you ask for one more minute,
they scold you CC*.
lol. XD loss of words.
time to hit the books! *headbutts*
;& With that, the petal fell to the ground.
Petal Number : 371. XD wheeeee.
gotta sleep soon. 4 hours of maths tmr.
T_T
but i still gotta blog since its pretty memorable.
vanessa's going for her cambodia trip tmr.
may she return healthy and very much ALIVE. (: LOL
and so vanny,bryan and me went hmall. syl was working and couldnt come. T_T
dinnered, arcaded. "escaped theme park-ed"
or rather just had fun at the 5th floor playground. XD
infested with little tykes.
yeap.
some polite, when they managed to radiate...
a "sorry" aura when they bumped into me.
others were plain, little, infernal tykes.
words cannot express how much i hate irritating kids.
yeaps.
here's the scenario.
"you should sit properly inside the metal bar."
I EVEN GAVE A WIDE SMILE FOR COL(crying out loud).
yes, i TRIED to be friendly at first.
she shoots me off.
"who dunno?"
i gave her a weird stare.
and she steps on my tail. TWICE.
"GET LOST LA!"
AHAHHA.
SCR*W HER.
LOL.
*combustion*
kids are the most riskiest, most long term investment that one can make.
im sure her parents, though having a part to play...
are probably gonna regret it. lol.
D:
I CLIMBED UP THAT DARN ROPE THINGY XD
HAHAHA.
the last time i climbed so high was at pasir ris park.
the red thingy with the slidees.
not the 3-storey high one, mind you.
i conquered(?) my fear!
but im never climbing up it again.
it was a nightmare when my left ankle cramped up whilst i pulled myself up.
really thought i was gonna fall.
T_T
another lesson of the day,
be ultimately careful when conveying thoughts and feelings to vanessa.
my "CONFESSION" was broadcasted on her blog. T_T
FREAK! D:
what i really meant was for her to come back in the pink of health.
from her trip, since she always feared dying there.
and hence, i wrote the above.
only after typing it out did i realise my grave mistake.
oh. and pfft. the archer-maple-char i blogged about before?
vanessa took it from me before i could even say anything. T_T
didnt even have a chance to photo-it.
D: LOL.
sighness.
i shall go to the Cheers beside AMK mrt to gacha for more. :D
mm. looks like i'll buy a log cake,
and a tofu(?!) stuffed THING.
homigoodness.
i refuse to touch that stuff.
owe my class an candy canes etc. for xmas. XD
and alot more i dont know --
heckava. i gotta reduce my spendings. T_T
SHISHBOOMBA!
;& With that, the petal fell to the ground.
Petal Number : 370. meh.
mehh.
went for care n share lessons for maths at sch today.
it was freaky, i tell you. freaky.
all dark and scary. i left school at 9.
plus.
well. but at least i managed to do some revision
and a whole lotta other shit!
hahaha.
sleepy.
but shall not sleep.
meh --
flunked ped. F.
so counting them all tgt....
Ped - F
Bio - F
OC - B
QC - A
zzzz.
sounds like FaceBook Applications or smt.
i bought this cutie little maple figurine at a turn coin mach.
and i got a....
bowman? lol.
XD orange hair with mush hairpin,
holding a hunter bow.
uber, uber. cute.
im planning to so called start a collection.
HAHAHA.
its cute i tell you.
pretty intricately detailed.
though having minor flaws left and right.
ironically my 1st maple char was a hunter.
hahaha. good times never change.
The present?
or the future.
;& With that, the petal fell to the ground.
Petal Number : 369. Ridiculous.
i'm tired.
i believe we all are.
`~.~`~.~`~.~`~.~`~.~`~.~`~.~`~.~`~.~`~.~`
damn was my results depressing.
i scored an F for bio.
my faved sub.
hahaha. at least in all of poly.
its shitty.
everyone's scoring As.
i failed.
now how's that for depressing?
screwed up my ped.
drew pretty much okay,
despite the flawless effort being ruined by the appearance of hidden lines.
not to mention,
theory part sent me on a suicidal spree.
haven't gotten my results for that yet tho.
i had A for Quality control,
a grade that im sure to lose in the future tests.
thanks to bloody graphs.
and all the other bad shit.
had B for OC.
yet another one of my scary saddening grades.
its gonna plummet like a lead balloon, im sure.
so...
tests' next week?
in order.
maths - monday afternoon.
organic chem - tuesday morning.
biochem sci - thursday morn.
oh, did i mention a bloody lolzxcvbnm screwed quality control test this fri?
FISHES.
-_-
well, looking on the bright side --
IM PLANNING TO WATCH ZOMBIELAND
with some classmates next thurs! XDXDXD
yes, i know its M18.
yes, i know i look like a darned shota kid.
BUT I DONT FREAKING CARE.
HAHAHAHA.
I SHALL DRESS UP LIKE AN ADULT
WEARING XXINCH BOOTS AND SHOW Y'ALL I CAN LOOK 18!
*i hope. -_- *
haha!
sometimes numerous things lead me to feel anguished
for no particular reason whatsoever.
but perhaps its just a figment of my imagination to be thinking such things.
however;
do know its is obvious.
tantrums are easy to spot.
and somehow
the merely thought to be such;
just make me feel so frustrated.
up to the point i feel like crying.
somehow...
i always assumed you were a close friend.
ありがとございます？Lol.
はい。わたし ぜったい、ほんとうにばかです。
till then -
;& With that, the petal fell to the ground.
Petal Number : 368. ~_~
went ikea today with mom and bro.
all the way there(?)...
yes,i dont know where ikea is.
-_-
to eat at ikea foodcourt.
mom faves the swedish meatballs.
for $8 for 10.
its freaky.
thats like 80c each
@_@
had a little chat with bro.
all those insects in the books i found last time was his doing.
ass*ole -_-
and i think thats how i started the convo.
i said "IT WAS TRAUMATIZING..."
*i pronounced as trua-ma-tising.*
and bro said
"TRA-MA-TISING"
and i went
"huh? ur pronunciation totally off."
and then he said.
"TRAU-MA is earth shake that pronounciation la!"
*LOOLS AWAY*
and finally i say:
"THATS TRE-MOR"
*silence*
and a cynical laughter from you-know-who. XD
oh hum. bro rocks.
he cracks me up so much sometimes.
XD HAHAHA.
and he threatened to kill me if he blog hopped and saw this.
so...
i would like to say:
BRING IT ON! HAHAHA.
*signs my own death warrant*
then we walked around ikea.
tho unplanned and totally rnadom.
mom plans to buy a dresser/ cabinet for my bros.
theirs is like.. the same age as them.
LOL.
and i found some classy cabinet.
and recommended him.
and he went,
"Those kinda cabinets so old one, put old antiques more like it la! NOT FOR MY HIGH CLASS COMIC BOOKS."
like... *WTZXCVBNM?* i thought it was meant to put ur clothes.
LOL.
high class comics. -_-
wth. LOL
*COUGHS BLOOD*
yawn...
*dies*
this weekend has been totally unfruitful -_-
or rather this fri/sat.
all it did was slack, revise a lil hira and kata...
and dotaed all the way.
D:
gg.
sighness.
epic pawn on friday at sch after lessons:
pawns heroes.
restocking on godly items.
getting almost everything the hero needed, and more -_-
then... kel and jas getting stuff from the secret shop, i attacked right.
left and middle gave way, lol.
the creeps. NOT THE HEROES
destroyed the towers,
and pawned the throne.
heck. lesson of the day: There's safety in numbers. >_>
another lesson.
obtains Aegis,
gets pawned.
creeps surround hero.
gets pawned again.
-_-
sighness. its 4am.
dotaed till 2.45.
only 3 matches took so much time, wth.
gotta sleep soon.
-_-
sometimes i wonder.
all the sh*t that happens in the world.
somehow, getting involved is not a priority.
heck, it isnt even an obligation.
i wonder how i'm gonna wake up tmr for church.
): its 4.19 -_-
WHEEEEE~ *gets all nocturnal-y*
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*fails to get up next morning*
utmost display of dissatisfaction displayed.
sighs.
;& With that, the petal fell to the ground.
